Nipple Sadness?!?

Okay this is a doozy but I’ve looked this up online and I can’t find much help. Whenever I touch my nipples or like anything touches them I get this EXTREME feeling of regret depression homesickness and queasiness and I just like don’t know tf why . It’s not like I just don’t like them touched , touching them literally makes me sick to my stomach and I don’t think it should. Anyone else ??