My dad left me and my two younger sisters when I was twelve. Life was so good before that, we were happy, or so I thought. After he left, life has been so hard. My mom became a horrible alcoholic and mentally abusive. She married a man 9 months after my dad left and he's awful. He's a pill head, physically and mentally abusive.

My dad lives a wonderful life. He remarried, he travels, they both have great jobs, they are moving to Florida (we live in Missouri), they have no kids with them and he only sees us when it's convenient for him. I want to be happy for him but I can't help to be mad that he is living a good life while me and my sisters go through hell everyday. I'm 20 now and I still blame him for our lives being shit after he left. I feel like a bad person for feeling this way but I can't help it. I am truly tired of being angry all the time.