5w+2 rainbow baby. Am I crazy for wanting my morning sickness to start

Lauren

I’m currently 5w+2 I’ve got few symptoms I’ve had mild cramping sore breasts minor headaches and on one or two occasions felt a little nauseous but I just really really want morning sickness just so I feel more pregnant does that make me crazy? I’m so scared something is going to go wrong. Does anyone else feel like this or did feel like this and then their sickness started? X