Sexual abuse and confidentiality

I was abused as a child a long time ago and have really done quite a good job of keeping it a secret. Lucky, Im 18 and thriving now but I think it has affected my sex life since I seem to not have any desire for sex, every time I do it it’s a chore(no it’s not that my boyfriend is bad at it I promise) and I hate talking about it. Sometimes I even wonder if I’m asexual but I want to be normal. If I go to a therapist or a counselor and talk out my abuse in order to try and move forward they won’t like report it or anything right?