Waiting waiting waiting

40 weeks yesterday. Had my membrane sweep done. Have had cramping since then and irregular contractions. Started having my bloody show last night. Fiancé went to his probably last day of work this morning at 5am. And if I haven’t gone into labor naturally I’ll be getting induced at 1am tomorrow morning (Saturday).

And I can’t go back to sleep since he left. This is going to be the longest day of my life and I can’t even keep myself busy or distract myself because the apartment is cleaned, food is stocked, laundry is done. And I’ve got anxiety just because I’m so excited and nervous!!! I better be able to nap at some point today and get some rest before going into labor and delivery.