Am I doing something wrong?

since January my husband wanted a baby. He’s active duty AF... as months went by we both figured since we were both 20 years old we’re too young.

2 days ago i found out i was pregnant. a rush of happiness and panic rushed through me. My husband came home and i told him the news right away he assumed i was getting rid of it.

for 2 days now i’ve been crying. the thought of getting an abortion is heart wrenching. i even adopted a cat who gives me non stop cuddles but i’m still sad.

i’ve had thoughts of suicide and i don’t know what to do. if i get an abortion, am i doing something wrong?