Was it out of pain, or did he really mean it?

So last night, my boyfriend was in astounding pain. i took him to the emergency room, but the one we went to was packed. So they didnt get a dr to see him right. Well while we were in his room waiting for the doc, he was screaming out in pain. He kept telling me I was a stupid peice of shit for taking him to that hospital, I should of just took him to another one, and that i should just go homr and pack my bags because he didnt wabt to be with me. I don't know if he ment it, or it was out of pain... What do you guys think?