don't judge

please don't judge me.... A couple of years ago I slept with someone obviously without knowing he had chlamydia.... (yes I used a condom to protect myself but it split. I was also on the pill so didn't need to worry about being pregnant) around that time I also used my vibrator. (Although I have a faint memory of putting a condom on the vibrator because I was bring treated but I can't 100% rememeber) I haven't used it since because I can't remember when I used it exactly and I'm panicked about being reinfected. (especially because I'm in a relationship) I know it has been like 2 years and it may not be able to live outside the body for that long but I can't bring myself to use it again! If I give it another clean/wipe down with hot soapy water will that be ok as I can't soak it.. I don't want to risk bring reinfected for obvious reason but also I've never told any one about it because im ashamed and don't need anyone finding out I ever had it (I didn't pass it to anyone else as I didn't sleep with anyone else until I was clear)