Gosh I miss him so much I missed hearing his voice his laughs and the subtle way he tells me things are okay...

Here's a little back story we met (we will call him Kyle) we hit it off right away but us meeting was on accident and we didn't spend much time together because of his profession..(which I will not say but Kyle had very very long hours at work) well we became friends with benefits at the time I just didn't care and it worked... Until we lost contact he lost his career his house everything (MIND you I didn't know about any of this until after) he became homeless.. MONTHS went by .. yup still we haven't talked until December 2017' and we caught up he explained everything about the above things I mentioned I can't say what else because .. then Kyle made a decision that would again make us lose contact he went away..(well like I said it has been months/maybe a year .. like awhile so I moved on and got with my so.. so I'm not cheating I'm single as far as I care) until he reached out to me 2 days ago for that day and moment in time it felt good to have my friend back to know he's safe and just to hear his voice. It will probably be months before I or he reaches out to each other again but he told me he can't stop thinking about me and that I'm beautiful and it has been hard being away from me.. some friends always stay. ... There's so many what ifs and questions that I want to ask Kyle but when we were talking my mind went blank...

*** I'm still my so I am NOT cheating or anything when I said 'as far as I care I WAS single' it was past not meaning right now so don't jump down my throat i will always care for him he knows that ** it just makes me happy to know he's safe and yes for anyone that wants to be nosey YES the times we messed around was something special and my so knows he's an ex