I’m not worthy...

Ladies, I’m not sure if it’s a postpartum issue but lately I’ve just been feeling like I’m no good. I’m probably going to lose my job of 3 1/2 years with a good company because my daughter is 9 weeks and I can’t go back to work due to the fact that I can’t afford daycare and her father and I work at the same place so we are currently waiting for his night shift shuffle to go through (we both currently work days) but it’s taking a very long time. Not to mention, I’m having anxiety about the fact that I now have two kids by two different men and feel as though I’ll never find someone to love me and my kids genuinely. I feel as though I’ll be alone for the rest of my life, I’m borderline depressed. I have a little bit of my taxes left but when they’re completely gone, what about my bills? I’m so down and out. I feel so stupid and worthless.