Please pray for me

I had my first pregnancy, and first “miscarriage.” This, all on the day of my one month wedding anniversary. I am a teacher, and my husband is an investigator for the County Attorney.

I woke up bleeding the day of the STAAR Test (state assessment) so I didn’t tell my principal of the pregnancy or the bleeding as my job depends on this.

The ER doctor called it a miscarriage but from what I’ve seen i would think it’s a chemical pregnancy. Some one please give me ease and tell me the difference!

I am trying again this month. I’ve known the feeling of pregnancy and am trying to avoid every sign as it might be lost hope this time again.

I refuse to take pregnancy tests until I am late. I can’t take another let down.