Ok! So my boyfriend for some reason likes to talk down at me. I’m currently the only one working and paying pretty much all the bills but he still does it. It’s like everything I say goes in one ear and out the other. Then if we’re arguing he doesn’t even remember half the shit he says unless it fits his narrative. Honestly I’m losing confidence and self esteem and it sucks cause I care about him.

I’m such an optimist and I keep trying to push through but it’s getting to the point where all I do is sleep cause Im so stressed.

The worst part is that I love with him and have no where to go because I have so many bills to take care of and can’t get my own place.

I don’t know what to do. And I’m super lost. I can’t even go out cause one I have no money and when I want to I get told I’m wasting money or I’m being a ho and not going where I say I’m going.