Ladybugs...help!

Sangai

I think I am pregnant with my ex-fiancé’s child. We broke up because he domestically abused me and put me in the hospital. I really don’t want to have his child but I’m too scared of abortions. Should I love my baby regardless of what the father did to me or should I be pro choice right now and cut all ties so I won’t ever have to see that man again?? Please help me ladies I am very upset