Well to start this off a little about the situation. My dad lost his job so I was on his insurance well it ended March 31st. I got on my husbands just this passed Monday. So I was out of my medications. Well I take 2 sleeping pills because I can’t fall asleep to save my life. I’ve been taking sleeping pills for years but for the past 2 years I’ve been on them 24/7. I was out for a day and I didn’t know what I would do. My grandma brought up the other day says I’m addicted and I didn’t know what to think. And now that I have thought about it. It’s true. I’m in a place where I don’t know what to do or how to deal with all this. I’ve dealt with mental illness so that don’t help.