My darling daughter just turned 1 1/2 years old this week and hubby and I have been TTC since December unofficially and since March officially and this cycle we started tracking BBT and ovulation. No one in the family knows this yet, but we’ve been having a harder time with this than expected. Our daughter was a oopsie baby so we were kind of hoping the second would be as easy to conceive as the first.

Anyways, it’s so heartbreaking to see AF now and to get those BFNs and I know we just started trying officially and we are very early in the game, but it just gets me so down that we are so excited to have our second and everyone else in our families keep making comments every time we see them that just because so and so is pregnant doesn’t mean we need to have another one and that now wouldn’t be the best time. Or we should wait. Or thank God y’all aren’t having another one. And it honestly sucks.