Apparently my friend hated me

I got in this fight I guess with a girl I thought I was friends with for years. My boyfriend was there with me through it because I literally cried through it because I was so hurt. My boyfriend and other friend said she’s just jealous and she lied about the last part. What do you think? (Sky is her horse and Beauty is mine)

And then it’s my fault that I get hurt because I’m nice?

And here I asked why she hated my boyfriend. This was her response after firing everything else at me late at night.

I’m just curious if I was being that rude because I seriously said over and over that I didn’t want to fight.

Idk I just feel like shit but I don’t think I should !?