Why is it so hard?

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I guess this is more of a rant than a question. Does anyone else seriously get sick of all the symptoms of PCOS? The irregularity is terrible, I'm on metformin, and I've lost 20lbs, but over 5 months. I know it's better than nothing and I really am trying. Why is it so hard to drop weight? Why is my hair so thin, and falling out? Why do I only get a period every couple months. I just don't understand.