I am having such a hard time staying positive. It’s been a 3 year journey trying to get pregnant- including a year of fertility treatments. I was able to get pregnant just before Christmas. We were obviously excited. But as we went on vacation- the first day (almost 8 weeks) I miscarried. After we got home, I took some time to heal before going back in for more fertility treatments. The day after my husband’s birthday I took a pregnancy test and got a positive! I’m over thinking every little thing, and I’m so terrified this time around. How did people get over the scary part of the first trimester after a miscarriage? I want to be excited again and enjoying the journey but am just so scared. Even my husband is paranoid of me doing normal stuff around the house and is trying to be helpful but it is just putting me more on edge. I’m only 5 weeks now.