Feeling guilty about hating pregnancy

My partner and I tried to conceive for nearly a year before we finally became pregnant. I’m 30 years old with a 10 y/o child, so having this baby is so wanted, and I love her so much already. However, being pregnant SUCKS!! It sucks SO BAD!! and I do mean that in the most humorous way possible so I don’t seem crazy to you rare glowing pregnancy angels out there. Not to sound like a whiner, but I am so physically uncomfortable, and mentally exhausted all of the time that I can hardly function day to day tasks. I’m so over having to work right now it’s not even funny. I can hardly even focus at work. I need sleep! I can hardly even get my pants on too. Like, I sit at the edge of the bed and put both legs in and bend down and pull them up. I can’t do the one leg at a time thing. Socks? Psh yeah right! Forget about it! Unless someone puts them on FOR me. My back is killing me, I have hemorrhoids, and this vaginal pain is just cruel and unusual punishment to all

woman kind. Couldn’t tell you what size shoes I’m supposed to be in any more due to the fact that my feet are swollen beyond recognition 🤦‍♀️ i just can’t wait for this to be over with. I’d like to say any part of this pregnancy has been joyous, but I’d really be lying. This will be the last rodeo for me.