I don’t even... what??

Met this guy. We started having sex.

We both got feelings...me a little more than him.

We were always there for each other, has a great connection. A friendship and sex and This went on for months. He always said he couldn’t do a relationship for various reasons and I agreed.

We’ve kept talking but hadn’t seen each other in a while. Just last week he called me and we talked on the phone all night. He told me I had a special heart, was a blessing to this universe, told me that he cared so much, told me he wanted me to be happy, he missed me, stayed up with me all night. Said he was excited to see me. We’ve opened up more to each other than I ever have with anyone. And he’s said all this on more than one occasion.

I finally saw him a few nights later. I waited like an hour for him. He couldn’t even look me in the eye because he said he felt so bad about hurting me (from not seeing me for so long) but he promised he’d see me again soon.

He said that he never wanted to hurt me and that it kills him to know he has.

He was distant after that night.

Then today he tells me he has a girlfriend now. I said “well you haven’t wanted a relationship I thought” he’s like “oh some people just change your perspective”. I called and she answered the phone, she sounds like a 12 year old. I basically called him a sociopath for lying to me for so long. Then he blocked me on everything- my number, all social media.

I’m so shocked, confused, angry, heartbroken. I feel so stupid. She was probably there the whole time.