TMI CM question ... help! 😕

So this is my first official month TTC while tracking CM... I’ve never been aware of the different stages of CM and how it relates with your cycle, until this TTC started... I know I have had EWCM in the past, but didn’t know what it ment until now... now that I’m tracking I have yet to see it again!! I’m currently on day 38 of my cycle, it isn’t unusual for me to have a long cycle... I have taken preg test and it was negative as of this morning..my CM has not changed at all this entire cycle yet.. it’s just like a lotion-ish consistency.. In the beginning of the cycle it was a little less and more dry... I now have like a medium amount..but the entire time it’s been the lotion consistency’.. any one have some input?? 😔feeling helpless waiting for that EWCM