41 weeks

Anyone entering 41 weeks? We do tomorrow and it’s making me irrationally emotional. Our perinatologist doesn’t recommend going this far while our midwife thinks we are safe to wait not to mention I’m physically exhausted and over being pregnant. We came into this after 2 mc last year so I’ve been pregnant since last January. I’m so grateful but feel so guilty I’m miserable. I feel like I should be taking this more gracefully. I have a new found respect for moms for sure.