I literally stood in the shower and cried for at least 5 mins straight this morning. Idk how much longer I can put myself through this 😓

My morning was going great. I woke my sweet fiancé up to breakfast & a little extra (if you know what I mean 😏) before he left for work.

Everything was going great. I was just about to do my morning yoga and BOOM 💥 I felt a gush.

A few days ago I felt this same “gush” but it was a white lotion like CM. So for the past two weeks I was trying to put it in the back of my head like don’t think about being pregnant or you’ll jinx yourself! Well, come to find out it’s AF showing her UGLY self AGAIN.

I just sat there for a second and questioned my life? I try to chart my bbt daily, I log daily, I used opks, we even used preseed 🙄 Like, my whole day is just ruined now. Ughhhhhhhh

I’ve been told to just not think about it and it will happen. All I can do now is stuff my face and try not to cry at every baby related commercial for the next 5 days until I can put myself back in the game 😫

And until “it just happens” I feel like this last GIF perfectly represents my life until I finally get that godly ➕ I’ve been hoping/praying for.

Baby dust and good luck to all you ladies still ttc! Soon enough victory will be ours✨💕🤞🏽