Full of emotions

Jordan

So, I had a miscarriage back in December, which quite honestly took a toll on me mentally,emotionally and physically. My “best friend” of 7 years only bothered to check up on me once and I hadn’t heard from her since December. Today she messages me, I automatically knew she wanted something. She tells me that we need to talk. So I of course, being the good friend that I am tell her ok, I’m here. She goes on to tell me that she is 5 weeks and 5 days pregnant. Which absolutely kills me inside because me and my SO have been trying so hard to conceive since January with no luck 😫 BUT she then goes on to say that she hopes she doesn’t miscarry 😔 at this point I’m crying because why would you even say that? Today I have been to a funeral of a very close family member, got in a car accident (I’m fine) and now this. I know I should be happy for her and I am, but my heart is breaking. I’m sorry y’all I just had to vent 💔