I don’t wanna go home

I need to vent. Ok so I’m married. 2 yrs married but we been together for 4 yrs. so I understand we still learning each other. I’m 26. He is also 26. My husband is a good man to me but careless to his own personal needs. I’m learning that. I saw this one post and I thought I was the only one that is facing car issues but makes me feel better that I’m not. But my husband is also careless too. His car broke down because he didn’t put any oil in his car and to go take it to get a oil change like normal. His last car broke down because he added no water. 🤬 I don’t feel as if I am complaining but I’m so tired of getting up for work and I have to go to work too and plus I drive further then him. Yesterday I lost it. He had to be at work a extra hour early yesterday. That meant getting up at 4am. Now we have 2 kids. Meaning that we have to get them out of bed (family is too far away) and they also have to go with me to take their father to work. But anyway, I lost it on him. I told him that I’m tired of getting up, pregnant, have to come back home and put the kids back to bed and sometimes they don’t want to. They up because we have to wake them up. But I just snapped on him. Told him how if he just would’ve stop abusing his cars by doing simple things like add water or get a oil change as scheduled then we wouldn’t be in this mess and it’s his fault. It’s been 6 months and I never complained or said a word. I just took him to work. But I lost it. It was built up and I had to get it out. I said all that Mainly due to lack of sleep because I also go to night school to finish school so since his car broke down and he saving up for a new one, I been taking him to work too. You guys I am so drained and I hate going home now because if make me angry that I have to get up in the next 5-6 hours to take him to work because he was careless and he put us in this situation. I feel like being his wife is so hard and I am just angry right now and don’t want to go home and deal with him. He is stressing me out. Oh yeah. There is no bus or uber or lyft in our area. Not in a city zone.