Support?
Ok so today I finally realized that I am depressed with very bad anxiety so I made an appointment with a psychiatrist to talk about options. I work out every day, I eat right, I smoke only at night to help me sleep but it doesn’t help my mood at all. So I get there and wait then they call me back to check my blood pressure and do a ekg then they put me back in the waiting room till a room opened up to see the doctor. 30 minutes later get called back so he comes in and asks me what’s going on so I tell him then his phone goes off for like a text message so he pulls it out and starts texting and then we sit there in silence for a little bit and then he gets another one and starts texting back while I’m just waiting. Then as I start talking he keeps interrupting me to tell me to speak louder and it’s kind of hard as I’m holding back tears and I tell him and he asks me what are my symptoms and I could just tell he wasn’t listening but I tell him and then I tell him I’ve been like this for 5 years now but when i first felt like this I OD and tried to commit suicide and he says well that’s important information then he just tries to figure out if I live with my boyfriend/baby daddy (which I don’t) just because we can’t afford it right now so we both live with our parents. And he asks me if he pays child support and I said no because we’re together then he gets confused so I have to explain again how we don’t live together then he just says well I’ll see you in a month and the front will take care of me so I sit there and wait till he walks me out and he just looks at me and says they’re waiting on you. So I walked out. Is that how it was suppose to go? It just felt like I wasn’t taken serious and made me feel pretty dumb.
Achieve your health goals from period to parenting.