Ok so first off I’m in a committed loving relationship with my boyfriend of 2 and a bit years, I love him to pieces and he means everything to me. I don’t want to ruin the relationship in anyway and I want to stay with him but I have had this overwhelming feeling of liking girls for the last few weeks maybe months. To clarify I have always like girls but I have never had big crushes on them or wondered what it would be like to sleep with a woman.

I don’t know what to do I want to stay fully faithful, I would never cheat I was just thinking of asking him if I could go out and do some stuff. But I feel like it’s cheating and I’m also scared that he will get really upset or breakup with me for even asking.

I also thought about maybe a threesome but one where am I going to find someone to have one with and two I’m really self conscious and I’m not sure about having another woman touching him and I know that’s stupid because that’s exactly what I want him to agree too me doing 😔

I just want to know what it’s like and I’m pretty sure I wouldn’t be able to have a full on relationship with a woman because I don’t think I’m attracted to them in that way I’ve always seen myself with a man. That’s just how it is.

I have no idea what to do. I’m so scared to ask but I’m also worried that this is an experience I’m missing out on if I don’t do it. Hes the only person I’ve had sex with and he’s the one I want to be with for the rest of my life but I do want to try having sex with a woman, I have no desire in having sex with another man because I have the man I want I don’t need to experience that anymore.

Agh what should I do?!?