The day I finally see hubby as my best friend, confidante and companion I’ve waited for all of my life...

West n I enjoyed a great day he turned up Thursday morning from work, at 1 am.

Thursday morning his eyes closed and his alarm rang. He sat with me watching Tyrant we ate cheese ham and tomato sandwiches for breakfast I’d made. Then he ditched his bro on a work shift for me!!! For little 4 month pregnant me. We watch more tyrant. Got a bit hot n heavy with each other shut the lounge door, then he says wats for lunch n he goes to smoke I say fish soup he shake his head uh huh go get a roast chook n some salad greens and bread and while you’re there some soft drinks pops 200.00 on the bank account. Fuel your tank up he says. Fix your car key (my central locking is a night mares can’t get in my car without turning the key in the lock!). Load up your iPhone with music at 3.30 I’m taking you on job quote with me. 3.30 we jump in the Ute. Off we go downtown n I’m playing like gangsta stuff with a beanie rapping along ( I love Welcome to Atlanta!) (I used to be hanging too much with nick and Andrew my two boy cus’s lol I kno all these by heart) we get to city n my music changes to things like spider man soundtrack and soft rock n the script n he stops on his quote n he says I wanna take u with me to see things like my secretary you write them down n I’ll say each job to do... but I shook my head at this stage I’m baby brained n I need him to train me in technical boy tool talk... He says ok goes to quote. He comes back at 5 we drive along... now he’s sick of my soft rock we put a bit of Alpha Blondy, Morgan Heritage, my theme song Redemption song, Lucky Dube (that song recently changed my life n I fell in love with west again this year, Liquor Slave)... he stopped by a service station we want coffee and donuts we bought same coffees (like coincidence both of us want lattes or it’s fate) same sugars only he bought a strawberry donut and I a chocolate... then I need to pee n I was afraid it was at night n those toilets are stingey and I told west come into the cubicle I don’t feel safe he wipes toilet down smells like rose hill toilet in Mauritius lol... I just feel so unclean and get out of there... on the way home he said google some cots let’s see if we can c any but too late weekday retail closes like 5 sometimes... then he says I kno I’m not gonna use my cus hand me down cot u kno no 1 she’s charging us... no 2 it’s my first Bub n I’m sure hun u n I can shop n discuss at the shops our needs and price range and get better things I want best for baby not hand me down, decision made then n there... he was meant to go West cus buy her cot off her Saturday in his Ute but I reckon stuff it... n so does he family can’t charge us money n I’m sure he can buy an entire cot range in a baby store if he wanted it would be 10x better than a cus pre owned cot n mattress. At home we watch tyrant we tried to eat 2 minute noodles but both of us got turned off even if I had fish soup I hated mine... we settled for yoghurts and custard deserts and went to bed chatting away into the night like two people just met...that day to me, it’s like one of my favourite songs by the script... “For the first time”... because it felt like 4 years ago, in my curly hair my purple outfit and his beaten up station wagon from his uncle, when he took me to Sunshine to see “Battle of The Year”... I re-fell in love.... in the morning today I couldn’t get Collide out of My head by Howie Day... cos we just did that for the four years of our marriage we just collide in bed, with fights, in love, struggles and happiness... we just do...