Baby dream box ❤️ (kind of long, sorry..)

I’ve been feeling pretty miserable lately after failing my fitness exam for enlistment and had a fight with me SO this morning (26/04), which obviously didn’t help 😔 so I was in desperate need for a pick me up. I finished all my errands early and had some money spare so thought I’d treat myself to some retail therapy and have a me day. Am I the only one who actually feels really guilty when I comes to buying stuff for the self?! I went from store to store looking at clothes and shoes and books and everything I picked up, was then put back and I’d leave empty handed... Suddenly I just had this urge to look at baby clothes, like my mind was telling me, you don’t want to look at stuff for you, you need to look at stuff that will remind you of what you and Matthew mean to each other and what you’re planning for your future together 😍 and well, $80+ later and I’ve got a little dream box 😍

I tied it up with a ribbon and even wrote Matthew a card saying that this box is a fresh start for us both. All negativity from this morning and so on it now gone and that with this box I vow to love him and grow with him and our child when he/she comes along ❤️

This man does my head in sometimes but he’s also the only person I want to go on this wild journey with, life isn’t easy and it’s not meant to be. If it easy for you, you’re clearly not doing it right haha (something I told myself in year 12 math everyday haha)

Here’s a little something to get you giggling 😍

Apparently Matthew thought Gimli (yes I’m a Lord Of The Rings nerd haha), my 6 year old fur baby, would like to model the beanie for me 😂👌🏻

I would love to see what your baby dream boxes look like! ❤️ we are really hoping for a boy first but we will obviously love a little girl just as much ❤️

*UPDATE #1*

I think the box has definitely done something for both of us, I’m feeling a lot lighter and had a dream last night of my future baby and he looked and felt so real ❤️ he had gorgeous brown eyes like his dad and the sweetest little smile 😍❤️ not much in the hair department haha but I was a bald baby too so I thought it was cute ☺️. Matthew spent a good while going through the box and looking at everything and when he got to the space jumpsuit I think he also had a little ‘vision’ of our future son/daughter wearing it because I won’t lie, he looked a little teary and had one of those smiles where he’s thinking of something good, if that makes sense haha anyway, he’s got an appointment for a semen test in a week or so to make sure his boys a swimming right and then it’s off to repromed for meds/

IVF, which ever is recommend and affordable ❤️

*Update #2*

I may have added to the collection today... I couldn’t help it haha I was walking around Kmart after working with babies all day and I needed stuff for home anyway 😂 I didn’t go as crazy this time, just a couple bob sets and a little elephant rattle ❤️ also two money boxes that say ‘baby funds’ haha one will be used for just notes and the other for coins so if notes are out in, they don’t get damaged 😊 I sent a picture of them to Matthew and he came home and literally emptied his own personally money run into the coins ‘baby funds’ box 😍❤️ I think he likes the idea too haha ❤️

Faith, Love and Baby Dust 😍❤️