abortion at 7 weeks

Hey guys I know I might get bashed for this but pls spare me im already an emotional wreck. My support system is barely there and I already have a 1 year old. I'm so torn on what to do. Being a single mom with 2 kids Omg. I can't believe myself. I'm really thinking about aborting my baby. I'm so sad and hurt. I've been so depressed that I can't even get attached to my baby. Please anyone what would you do? Financially, emotionally I'm just not ready