By Faith

When my husband and first got married we got pregnant immediately!! He was still in Africa and I was in the US...I did not find out that I was pregnant til I had arrived back home. I had to go the the emergency room because I was having some buring while urinating, It was confirmed a UTI and pregnancy.. well two days later I began having sharp pains felt like I was dying, went to the ER and it was an ectopic pregnancy.. fast forward 3 years later my husband is here with me in the US and it has been a long journey trying to conceive...during the ectopic pregnancy I lost my left tube im 42 years old now and this journey has been trying and painful! Ive had one confirmed pregnancy last year and within two days it through like a period....I cried....this month though the pregnancy was not confirmed I was 2 days late and excited because I thought this was our month 3rd day began cramping and it passed like a period.... I know God is able but I recall the other day I was just standing in the shower crying asking God to please bless my husband and I with a child/ children... I have a son he has a daughter BUT we dont have children together....its so hard watching class mates in there late 30's early 40's get pregnant and im like baby dust please!! My mind tells me to give up be thankful that I have had the experience of child birth but my ❤ tells me no continue to try and God will give the seed to the sower... If He did it for Hannah and Sarah surely he can do it for me.. I love my husband so much...he tells me to speak to my belly and life will soon appear....He said even if I have a cycle for the month to still confess life in the womb and God will make it happen...He is my greatest cheerlearder. All things are possible to them that believe....baby prayers to all on this TTC journey