Rule out so many names!

I feel like finding a name will be impossible for me.

I have 73 cousin/cousins with kids and no one has repeated a name yet.

I work as a therapist so I see 50 different kids a month, making likely a thousand so far in my career. Ive done a lot of service to schools and daycares. So Ive had exposure to TONS of NAMES.

I also have a last name of 13 letters that everyone butchers to hell.

Every name I come across is tied to a memory of some sort and if I take oneIve come across personally I feel like a thief!