Cheating

I cheated on my bf twice and I feel horrible I have no excuse for why I did it and I hate myself everyday for it and I will never do it again all I can think about is what it would do to him if he found out I’m so stupid for cheating on him he is the most amazing guy I’ve ever been with he treats me so well I don’t think I’ll ever get over it but I can’t feel bad for myself it’s all my fault