I told Mom I lost my virginity on my first date.

So here’s my story. I met this guy on tinder and we were talking for awhile. We then hooked up and planned to go to the movies. But then some sort either lust or connection came over me and we kissed and I told him let’s just go back to his house. (Besides I wanted to see black panther and he already had it.) we were watching and started cuddling and kissing. One thing lead to another and we had sex and I enjoyed it!

Unfortunately I felt away because I tell my mom everything and I didn’t tell her I gave it up. Once I did however everything changed. We aren’t as close as we use to be and she feels like she did something wrong. There’s tension even right now. I have nobody in my family to turn to. We’re Christians and believe you should wait until marriage but God forgives all sin. No excuse but I am a 21 year old college student with intelligence who still live with her mom. I don’t regret doing the act. But I do regret telling my mom. I wish she wouldn’t blame herself and that when we talk about it we don’t end up crying 😢 I hope I’m making sense. I’m sorry to share my entire story...I’m just tired and I just wished things would’ve been different.