i’m confused

so idk if i’ve ever actually masterbated like i don’t even know if i’ve ever actually felt horny . whenever i read these my v starts to get a weird feeling that makes me wanna have sex so i try masturbating but idk all i do is lay down and put my hands there and rub around but sometimes it makes my leg start to hurt really bad . can someone with a lot of experience please help me i just wanna be satisfied