Jealousy is real

How do y’all cope with the jealousy, sadness, frustration, excitement, happiness, etc. of yet another coworker or cousin being pregnant “so easily”??

I feel like as every BFN month goes on the more worse I feel. Although my husband said he’d give up his dreams of traveling to Scotland for golf to try clomid/IVF for a baby, I feel guilty doing so (and he really was so sweet about it)!

I keep covering it up and buying new health/gym memberships to distract me... Idk what it is about right now and/or more weddings & announcements approaching or happening but I feel more emotional now than ever about BFN.

Just looking for some support/guidance on coping.. thanks ladies 😔💕