Not pregnant

Just took a test... it came up negative. Thank god! But... is it bad if a part of me though and kinda hoped it would come up positive? I mean I’m 16, but a huge part of me was so for sure I was. Is that bad? I think I might have baby fever, but I know this is good I have my whole life ahead of me. Next, I need to get on birth control ASAP! Well.. can my test be for sure. Could I still be pregnant? I’m 5 days late.. I have like all pregnancy symptoms..advice?? Plz?? It would be greatly appreciated! Thank you! Love you all💕