I don’t understand how a man can tell you “I love you!” But blame you for losing everything and then proceed to whoop your ass on a daily basis!!! How is that love?!!! How is it love to complain you got married say you want a divorce but then spend all your money on STUPID 💩💩💩💩blame your wife for it? How is it love when after you have no money left to divorce the person you “CLAIM” you can’t stand to ask her if she wanted a divorce but then tell her that they only way your was ever gonna get a divorce from him was if he physically killed you himself?How is it love to allow drugs to overpower you and try to kill the woman you said in your vows that you’d love and cherish til death do you part!!! How is it is love to subject her to never have friends or see her family but then make her the blame for why you ain’t see her side of her family bc you kept her from seeing them bc you blacked her eye on a daily basis? How is it love to strip her of everything she has on bc you was in one of your crazed drug fix and insecure and paranoid at the time and damn near force her out the car butt ass naked? How is it love to whoop your wife in front of your friends and dare them to save you so they can whoop your ass and theirs just for trying to help? How is love to beat your wife in front of your family and not listen to them telling you that you shouldn’t do that!!! How is it love when your wife tried so hard to help you in your dream you claimed she was “JUST LIKE YOUR EX” even when it wasn’t true? How is it love that you would even compare your wife to your EX even though she did you wrong but your wife was trying so hard to show you another side... A better side? How is it love to kick slap and punch your wife around? How is is love to have your wife so scared to fall asleep before you bc you’re afraid what he might do before you even close your eyes good? How is it love that when your wife told you the truth you called her a lie and and beat her again and again? How is it love to force her to quit her job bc you feared paying the consequences of somebody finding out what you really did to her? How is it love to strip of of her dignity only to make her try to find it while trying to mend the broken piece of her heart? How is it love to make her feel like love is NOTHING BUT A LIE!!! How is it love to make her feel like she can NEVER LOVE AGAIN!!! How is it love when she tried to hold you down when you had NOTHING and even when you did she had her own but made it known that when you struggle we struggled together? How is it love to to call her out of her name and cheat on her with other women but be the one to call her a cheater when you kept her falsely imprisoned at home? How is it love to say “ If you would stop making me mad I wouldn’t have to keep hitting you the way I do!!!”? How is it love to NOW only be “SORRY” for going to jail for what you did but you SO-CALL “LOVE ME?” How is it love to say the only reason you did the things to her was only bc you was trying to “show her the game?” Now what if they roles was reversed and you was her and she was you doing the things you did to her, wouldn’t you be fearful of your life bc you knew what she was capable of and the life you’ve only known for so long was about to be snatched from you within a few seconds? And how is it the only way I can seem to express myself the most on paper than any other way? 🤔🤔🤔🤔