finally on my last period

After 2 miscarriages last year I am finally on my last period before starting stims with my next one... I can't believe how far along I have come, how many heartbreaks, doubts and sad days to finally know what the problem is. I had to rely completly on myself and my own curiosity to get all the tests done for both of us. After gyn telling me "everything is ok, don't worry, we'll prescribe you Femara then Clomid..." I am pissed at them for not taking actions or at least advising me of what tests to do and pay for myself if I had to, just to know... I ended up realising I have DOR (diminising ovarian reserve) at only 29 and that my time is running out... Having to wait as the doctors suggested I probably wouldn't be able to carry my own biological child! I still don't know if it is soon enough or already too late... But my fertility doctor finally explained everything to us, my boyfriend's sperm % is low (but ok for

IVF

) and my AMH is 0.48, which shows my ovaries function as if I were 43 years old... Can wait for these 25 something days pass by, because I AM SO READY! ❤️