Boyfriend cancelled

So my boyfriend cancelled on me today and I legit started crying rip.

Like it’s so pathetic, He’s genuinely so lovely but I’ve been screwed over so many times that I’m terrified he’s going to start ignoring me/ cancelling more regularly.

I had an ex that would make plans months in advance then randomly cancel, I’ve also had someone who cancelled to be with another girl.. just it’s awful that he’s good to me and the one time he makes a mistake I’m emotional over it,