I feel like a cunt.

Ok so, my boyfriend (first one ever) and I of four months broke up last night. I told him how I do like him a lot, I just wasn’t where he wanted me to be. And stuff related to that. We ended on good terms but all of this went down in.... text.

Ya know, the most cuntiest way to end something. Now, I’ve accepted I did it wrong and should’ve done it IN PERSON. But I can’t do that kind of stuff in person, if I saw his face, I probably would’ve still been with him today! I ended things because he said he “couldn’t live without me.” Which is a lot to take in. We’re only fifteen! I haven’t even had my first kiss yet. I guess I’m trying to justify my actions, which isn’t right. Any advice on how I can get over feeling like a cunt?