I’ve always been my own worst judge and my interpretations of the world led me to believe all my self esteem issues to be absolutely true, but I am working on changing that. Every since I can remember it has been about my weight and being liked by everyone, these feelings only got me in bigger mess; I actually gained weight and fell into depression.

Now I’m working towards new goal of me being strong, being able to achieve my dreams, participate in my life. And as I walk/hike everyday I’m feeling stronger and better. I feel better into my own skin. In the meantime I’m trying to figure out roots of my issues. And while I’m doing all that surprisingly I’m loosing weight. 😊

Plus I can feel my issues disappearing, for instance, tonight for the first I had sex dream, where my issues didn’t stop me (that was always a bummer)- I even thought, fuck it and fuck me, I’m beautiful.💃🏼