My husband called a phone sex line

Hi everyone!

I've never posted anything about my personal life but this has got me very distressed.

I'm 7 1/2 months pregnant with our first baby. The first few months was tough on me, making it difficult to even want to be physically active with my husband. Now, at 7 months, and since the 5th month, we've been making love regularly, but only once a week usually due to my fatigue and working full time.

I didn't see this as a problem, and there had been no reason for me to suspect him of doing anything.

About a month ago, I hopped on our home computer and he hadn't closed the previous session from the night prior. It was on a porn site, which, whatever, I don't necessarily like, but I know he does it. But curiosity got the best of me and I looked in the browser history. And there I see it, that he's looking up phone sex numbers. My heart dropped. Could he seriously be calling one of these lines for pleasure? I couldn't believe it. Please understand that my husband and I have a very healthy relationship. I have NEVER in our 6 years together "checked up" on him. But this time I did one further and looked on his phone. Yes, he called a phone sex line. That was the first time and I didn't say anything to him.

But this morning, a month after the first occurrence, I hopped on our computer and the last thing he had googled was different phone sex lines. I shrunk inside myself. We were just "together" 2 days ago. It's not like I'm depriving him. So now, I'm livid, pissed, heartbroken, crying, resentful and trying to figure out how to handle this. Granted I'm pregnant, so there goes my emotional defenses. I need to bring it up. And I will. But my head is too hot right now to not be impulsive with my actions or words. I feel betrayed. I feel sad. I feel cheated on in a way. And I can't talk to anyone about this because I don't want my friends/ family to get involved.

What do you guys think? What would you do? Any advice/ comments will be helpful.