Date your best friend

This was last year. About 2 months after losing my son. I was weaping constantly, he had to help me shower, shave, eat. Even live. I wanted to die. I didnt see a reason anymore. But he got me up every day and helped me through it one day at a time. Its still hard. The hardest thing i will ever go through in my life. But the way he looks at me. Even then in my worst time when i was depressed, miserable, over weight. Like I'm the only girl in the world. He still does this. I catch it when we are in the car or just watching tv. Just him looking at me and smiling, appreciating what he has. My ex husband always told me how ugly and fat i was and beat me for it. He makes me feel like the most beautoful girl in the world even on my worst days. Its now almost a year after this photo I've lost weight, I'm getting my motivation back, yet he is still my reason to keep pushing through each day. I could never thank him enough. Date your best friend. We were friends for almost 9 years before we got together and now together a year. I wouldn't change it for the world! He knows everything about me. My little signs I'm about to go through a panic

attack, when im about to pass out, when i need to eat (after losong my son i stopped eating and my body no longer tells me when im hungry i just forget until it makes me sick and almost pass out), how to calm my worries when i cant get out of my head. I couldnt ask for better if i tried! He has gone through hell with me the last year and still supports me in all i want to do in life and stands right by my side. I say again, find your best friend. I never thought I'd go through what i have this year let alone needing my df to help me shower and selfcare because I was so low in my life. Find someone to motivate you and be there when you can't even be there for yourself. ​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​

Last year

Me now thanks to him. Getting healthy and learning to get through every day. Those of you in an abusive relationship, get out. He got me out. If he didn't I wouldn't be writing this. My ex husband pulled a gun on me and the next day my best friend had me move in with him to get me and my kids safe. Sadly I was married and had to split custody because my ex was a lying pos but my other 2 will hopefully be home soon and I work every day to get through life without my baby. But it could have been all of us if not for my amazing so. i couldnt thank him enough if I tried. Good luck ladies. appreciate yourselves. Dont let any man run over you. It's not worth it.