Sex vs. Masturbation

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I don’t orgasm when I have sex with my s/o, I’ve only orgasmed through masturbation. Is it weird that that doesn’t even bother me? I’d rather have sex and have that emotional connection with him with no orgasm than masturbate and orgasm. Anyone else experience this? Its like I’d be fine with months without an orgasm as long as I can be with him ¯\_(ツ)_/¯