Is my boyfriend using me for sex ?

So my boyfriend came over for the first time and we watched nextflix. After a while he wanted to have sex so he took of my shorts and underwear and started fingering me then licking me out. I’m very insecure about my body and so I didn’t wanna take my top off because I have small boobs (10A). He ignored it and ripped the condom wrapper but I told him to stop and he kept forcing his hands on to me. Eventually I didn’t let him take my top off so he got angry and stopped talking to me then left. My boyfriends a really nice guy and he says he loves me unconditionally and is really affectionate and sweet but I feel bad because I feel like I’m not good enough for him and I feel like he expects too much from me, although I know he loves me and is always there for me when I need it, I’m not sure if he’s just using me for sex. He really wants to take my virginity since I am a virgin but I just don’t wanna take my clothes off because I’m not happy with myself. I did not expect his reaction to be that way because I expected him to be understanding but now I’m not sure what his intentions with me are, I don’t know if he’s using me for sex, Now I don’t know what to do