Vent(I need an extra push to the right direction?)

soo aferprom I went to go see my “friend” and we fucked for the first time Ever!!!.. we went at it for 3 or 4 rounds,, it was amazing ... it hurt bc We haven’t fucked for a while..... welll he came like 2 times and I’m fertile .. I’m not on anything.. I kinda don’t wanna take the pill.. but I know I should.. but he said he was going to buy me one tomorrow.., I know I need to take the pill but I really really don’t want to. I just need some extra convincing I guess 🤷🏻‍♀️