I'm pretty sure it's over...again...

My second ultrasound on Tuesday went great! Baby measured perfectly, 8 weeks 2 days. The best part was hearing the heartbeat (165)....and then yesterday morning my world came crashing down. I woke up at 4 am, to wet panties, and after emptying my bladder the toliet was nothing but red. It was a nightmare. So I cried, put on a pad and fell back to sleep for a little while. I was scheduled to work at 10 am, and since the bleeding was light spotting, I went to work for the day (no real pain at this point). I had a few tiny brown clots throughout the day..but didn't come close to filling a pad (maybe a drop or two all day). So I finished out my day, came home and had the OB on call paged. We talked briefly and she advised me to wait it out at home. This morning I have more brown spotting slightly heavier than yesterday, so I called off work. So here I am, at home..waiting...and waiting....

for things to progress and be over. I'm angry more than anything. This will be my 4th MC in a row since July 17'..two scans with a healthy heartbeat lured me into a false sense of security. Ugh, feeling so over it! :( Wishing you all well with your December babies!!