Ok mamas. Today is my baby shower, and I am trying SO hard to stay positive. I am not the kind of person that spends a lot of time with friends, I work a lot and being pregnant drains me so bad. But I have a list of like my top 5 people I consider my closest friends when I do get to see them. Well, all of them have cancelled coming to my shower either last night or this morning. I feel so disappointed. I really wanted them to come. And I know I can get over it, it's just this tends to be a trend in my life. The people I want there the most always flake on me. Sometimes there are valid reasons, I try to remember that but I am still really bummed. ☹️