Long story short. He cheated 2 years ago. Since that came out he has been telling me EVERYTHING about his sexual past. I never asked him to. He freely tells me way too much. 🙄🤦🏼‍♀️ he gets drunk and won’t shut up! I’ll walk away and he’ll just follow or yell at me for not “caring about him”

He took my virginity. We have a daughter together.

I’m holding on by a thread.

I take care of everything, he goes to work.

I freely give him sex once a day sometimes twice.

He has raped me. Right after child birth and a few times since then. (Usually shortly after we’ve already had sex and I’m sore or not ready to go again)

I’m hanging in because I remember how it felt to love him in the beginning. I remember how happy we used to be. I pictured our lives together and I still think we could have it.

But, I’m repulsed by him. His cheating created a baby. She decided she didn’t want him to be in the baby’s life. She wanted to get married to a different guy and didn’t want the two dad thing. He respected her wishes and signed away his rights. He feels guilty and hates himself for it. He wishes the baby wouldn’t have been made. She said she couldn’t get pregnant and then after he sobered up tried to get her to take plan B. She then told him how baby hungry she was and she hoped she would get pregnant 🤷🏼‍♀️

It takes two.

I don’t love him like I used to.

Is there hope? Or should I leave?

My mom claims I’ll end up not as happy as I thought in any marriage. She says all women experience it. True?

Do I stay or should I go? 🎶

But seriously... can it be fixed or am I just holding on to something that can’t be fixed?